It seems like most people I know now are going "anti-feeling/anti-caring." It's getting a little out of hand. -sips at her coffee-

Dad's being ridiculous and won't let me do anything or go anywhere and took my DS away to convince me to get my grades up. The problem is, the one thing I need the most for school, is the one thing he took away. I'm more concerned about my Japanese class, and since I'm so behind I was hoping to use my DS to use it for a Japanese lesson game thing. I even told dad about it and he doesn't seem to want my grades up enough to let me do what I was planning to do. If I fail this semester, I get kicked out of that class. And it's one of the few classes I WANT to pass. Go figure.

Still no word from Ryan. And I'm getting scared half to death.

I guess there's no way to get from here to Portland because or floods and mudslides and such. So that's kinda awesome. I just kinda wish that something would happen to the school.

My great great Aunty Ina died yesterday at 5 in the morning. Dad's pretty upset about it. I kinda wish he wouldn't take out his depression and such on me. He has this habit of sitting there while I'm on the phone and clap. And it's not like applauding, It's more of a -clap, wait a minute, clap, wait, clap, wait, clap- etc. I guess there's no need to mention that it's annoying as all hell. And all of this because my grades are low. No matter what I'm a sophomore this year anyway. There's no getting around it. I can't suddenly go up to a Junior in one semester. And I only have to really pass 2-3 out of the 6 anyway. All the other classes are year long.

It's just tests now anyway. So there's no homework for hardly any of my classes. -_- Dad doesn't seem to believe that either. Oh well. Nevermind about that.

I'm going to go to sleep now. Night.

~Miranda

Except for the problem with not being able to find out where Raymond/Kaze is, since he hasn't been online since yesterday, and finding out that Ricky might end up moving within the next month if his dad can't find a job.
Ricky has a girleh again. It's Rayne. She's nice enough. But now I'm wondering if I'll be able to be as snuggly as I usually am with him or not. x_x

Anyway, back to more pressing matters. I WOULD call his mommas cell phone but there's not much of a chance that I'll end up reaching him..

Everyone went over to Skiars to play fucking D&D..
Are you fucking kidding me. Did Kaze go? Was he allowed? He IS part of the D&D group, afterall. If he just stayed over at Skiars, then he's in deep shit.

I'm pissed..